Jef (he/him) Sacramento Delta 2020
I'm a Magician, so when Anastasia showed me Nothing but Light, my first impression was, "How Magical!" So naturally, I volunteered. At first, I tried making the project about me. After all, it's my body going out there in the public, isn't it? Not quite.
If I wanted to nude myself to the public so badly, I wouldn't have asked for Anastasia's help. It would be porn, not magic, and I like porn, so I don't see that as a problem at all, but magic comes first.
The shoot began, and so I struck 100 poses. Few were used, instead, we both chose to focus on the nature of the project. First, my magic isn't an act, I don't do tricks.
I really believe I am a Magic Man so I listened to her. I stopped being a magic trickster and allowed her to capture me in an honest moment. One thing she said of a single photo was: "This is an erotic photo." What a stud I am! No, just tricking you.
I appeared in the photo as a woman touching herself. and I too felt the same.
Maybe in the past, I would've been insulted or even emasculated by such a magical compliment, a gift even, but that was before I became a Magic Man.